ZQY vs. WZI

From Chartucky they both come...from very drugged lives they come...from so much experience in life--here they are...ZQY and QZI...and I have to choose between them. I really like the both of them. I dont want to choose one over the other and then later find out that I should have picked the other because we would have lasted longer if not forever...but i cant go back to them because I chose the other over them which will forever ruin things with them. Ugh...seriously, I really like ZQY but the future doesnt look as bright as it does looking into the mirror that is QZI. Especially when they leave and cannot defend their reputation. I try, but when someone else tells me otherwise, I can only defend them so much before I start to buy. And having them around to bring themselves back up in my eyes is a good thing...but when they ARENT around to do that, they go down down down--then stupid me has a dream, wakes up and they are better again. Maybe ZQY is connected to me in such a way that he can do that. Or maybe I choose to believe that he is better than I am being told. I dont know though. What if I then choose to go with ZQY and in the end I should have went with QZI who I believe could very well work, because I think he is a mirror to me. So what do I do...do I break the mirror, or do I risk myself in ZQY's arms?